really fucking tired of avecora.

basically so many hoops i have to jump through.

so many lingering questions.

1. store data on device?
2. what data?
3. how do i maintain a push connection between me and the server?
4. what should i use for a database? ridiculously complicated hypertable or mongo or mysql or postgre or couch or what? what’s easier? what’s more futureproof?
5. this is going to take forever.
6. how am i supposed to get verizon to work on this fucking thing?
7. how is roaming going to work?
8. how am i supposed to push live realtime data?
9. this is going to be a hacked-together device, I’m sure.
10. how do i maintain speed on 900mhz spectrums?
11. will verizon open the 900mhz spectrum for web/tcp+ip work?
12. shit, i hope i picked mongo as the right db.
13. grr, what progress did i make today? like none.
14. how am i supposed to write this on my own?
15. this is going to take forever to refactor.
16. c++ sucks.

ugh. and then there’s “its hard but if i don’t do this i throw away my chance at a billion dollars.”

Jesus Christ. I hate this. going to sleep.

— mark 3:23a eastern